She's gone

It's been ten years. Almost eleven. Really is been eleven. I'm starting to forget. It isn't fair. But we all know life isn't fair. She was one of the good ones. One of the great ones. She was my best friend and I took her for granted. I want her back. What I wouldn't give to let Isaac and Lydia and Ruthann get to grow up with her. It just isn't.

Pregnant Mommy

I am so sick. I hate that I feel like I have no one to talk to. It was a li more fun being pregnant with Sarah and Rachel. Then when I felt pukey or cranky or whatever they understood. Now I feel like everyone thinks my pregnancy is already boring and annoying.

Maybe it's just me. Sometimes I feel like I don't know who I am any more.

Who am I?

I'm pregnant!!

I'm so excited to be pregnant. I can't wait to tell everyone but Brandon won't let me until after we buy our house. It's totally awesome though!

Lowe's build and grow

We took Isaac and Lydia to the build and grow at Lowe's this week. They had so much fun!

Totally back on!

Went to Costco. Bought healthy food. Excited to eat it! It's funny, I do like to eat healthy home cooked food. I'm just lazy. It's pathetic. My being lazy is a two edged sword. It's makes me eat fat food and it makes me too lazy to work out. I need motivation!

Horrible

Well I've fallen off the wagon. I need to get some motivation to get back on.

Let's get back to work!!

3 lbs!!!

I'm down 3lbs since I started weight watchers and 7.5lbs since I started dieting. I'm super excited! It's nice to have some success!!! It gives me the ability to keep going!