Saturday, May 17, 2014

Dream

Last night I had a crazy dream. John Anderson died this week. I think I'm dealing with with the pain and sadness in my dreams. Anyway, I dreamed that we were at the funeral and for some reason I could see to the other side of the veil. John was there surrounded by people, Chris, his mom, his dad others that I felt loved us very much and so was Alice. She was wearing a red and white striped shirt. And black pants. She come over to me and we just starred at each other. I couldn't speak or breath. I just stood there not moving starring at her. I was so happy to see her but I was afraid if I moved that she'd disappear again. Everyone on this side of the veil was getting ready to move to the chapel for the funeral, but I just stood there, frozen, not daring to move. People kept taking to me, I could hear their voices starting to get panicky and Alice smiled at me and waved. Tears began to streak down my face. I.knew they needed to go. John walked over to me and Alice. Mom and Pat were standing next to them on this side, unaware of their presence. John gestured to watch out for pat and then he put his arm around Alice and they waved goodbye.

I was so sad to see them go but the love that I could feel from the other side was pure, deep, comforting. I knew Alice loved us, that she d missed us very much. That she was always there watching over us.